Dance when you walk...
Friday, February 29, 2008
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
From the Desk of Coquette
This is my first post here and unfortunately it's not all that well thought-out.
This blog was created because I had another blog that I posted at almost every day for two-and-a-half years. Unfortunately, in recent months I have acquired not one, but two, blog-stalkers who actually know who I am. Perhaps, I will tell those tales in detail one day, perhaps not, as I don't think about those tales much except when I check my fucking stats. But, to give you the gist... One was a guy I dated and another is someone who I met through my blog who read a post I wrote on a local band. I've asked both of them to stop reading and neither one will do so and I know that there are laws against such things and I have been advised on this slightly....but I really don't want to go that route. I just want the both of them out of my fucking life. I made a couple mistakes. I don't want to have to think about them every goddamned day, ya know? You grow, you live, you learn, you adjust. That whole thing. Eventually I may have to do something about it, but I think I can hide this blog a bit better. Just sucks cos my old blog was my baby. Maybe one day they will both find little cupcakes to keep their mind off of dear Coquette....but until then. It's Dirty Sweet for me. I want them to be happy people. I do. I wish happiness for the masses. Happy is hot.
I had a second blog. But, one of them found that one too.
So, now here we go with the third and who knows, maybe the third blog will be my shining grace.
Again, I really don't know what to say right now. This blog was started on a whim. It will get better though. I promise.
I just really needed to start posting somewhere new and get it going to get my mind off of the loss of a SECOND blog.
I don't understand people sometimes.
Like, first of all, the guy I used to date who reads, BROKE UP WITH ME. It was not the other way around. So, why the FUCK would he get off on still reading my blog? It's so retarded. He's really young, so maybe that has something to do with it. Maybe I just don't think that way anymore. I don't know.
The other one, is seriously lonely or something. I'm not sure. Cos he's older. So, I guess age doesn't really have anything to do with it then, huh? It just has to do with the amount of retardedness and selfish prickishness that flows through your blood, I guess.
Well, that is all I have to write about for now.
Eventually, I'll have a profile.
Eventually, I will play with the colour scheme.
Eventually, I will be slightly more happy to be here.
Though, I am. I am really happy to be here, or I would not have created here.
It's just that I ADORED my old blog. It was a great big part of me. And I was beginning to really adore my second blog too. So, until I feel a bit more safe here, it may take me a bit to adore this one quite as much. Cos I have to get better at hiding my blog and being anon again. I guess the longer you blog, the more a part of your life it becomes, the more difficult that becomes.
But, that's alright. I'll figure it out.
Things will eventually fall into place how they are supposed to fall into place.
They always do.
And people eventually get what is coming to them when they are dickweeds. That is a given. I don't know one dickweed who hasn't had shit thrown back in his face. Not a one. Sometimes it takes a while, but shit gets thrown. The funny thing is when the shit continues to get thrown and they never, ever learn from it. I know a few dickweeds like that as well. Those dickweeds are actually pretty fucking funny dickweeds and all you can do is laugh.
I'm not sure what kind of dickweeds these two are. I haven't known either of them for all that long. Though, for their sake, let's all hope it's the former kind.
In fact, we'll give the younger one the benefit of the doubt and say he's Dickweed #1. And the older one, well....he's older, so he evidently hasn't learned much from his selfish behaviour, so we'll call him Dickweed #2.
Sounds pretty good to me.
Okay, now that that's all out of the way.....cos I guess it's good to admit right out exactly WHY this blog was born in the first place. It's like my little bastard blog. Ha.
But, the two dickweeds are not really much of a concern to me. I just don't want them reading my blog so that I can write about the things that go on in my life as I see fit to write about them WITHOUT being influenced by the fact that I have two pairs of unwanted prying eyes upon my words.
Cos I do have a lot of cool shit going on too, and I haven't been able to write about it and that has been hard for me. That's the stuff that's been taking up most of my time and thoughts.
So, I actually will not be writing much about the two Dickweeds after today.
And if one of the DW's find this blog....well, I'll try hiding better again next time.
But, it was necessary to get out the reasoning behind this blog's creation prior to actually beginning something here.
So, there ya go.
As I said, this wasn't all that well-planned....so this is all you're getting today.
Any and all insights into the matter, however, are truly appreciated. Especially if you have had experience with this before...on either end. Like if you're amongst the Dickweed types....how did that turn-out for you? I won't judge you. Feel free to vent here at Dirty Sweet. It is an open forum. Even for dickweeds.
Enjoy.
This blog was created because I had another blog that I posted at almost every day for two-and-a-half years. Unfortunately, in recent months I have acquired not one, but two, blog-stalkers who actually know who I am. Perhaps, I will tell those tales in detail one day, perhaps not, as I don't think about those tales much except when I check my fucking stats. But, to give you the gist... One was a guy I dated and another is someone who I met through my blog who read a post I wrote on a local band. I've asked both of them to stop reading and neither one will do so and I know that there are laws against such things and I have been advised on this slightly....but I really don't want to go that route. I just want the both of them out of my fucking life. I made a couple mistakes. I don't want to have to think about them every goddamned day, ya know? You grow, you live, you learn, you adjust. That whole thing. Eventually I may have to do something about it, but I think I can hide this blog a bit better. Just sucks cos my old blog was my baby. Maybe one day they will both find little cupcakes to keep their mind off of dear Coquette....but until then. It's Dirty Sweet for me. I want them to be happy people. I do. I wish happiness for the masses. Happy is hot.
I had a second blog. But, one of them found that one too.
So, now here we go with the third and who knows, maybe the third blog will be my shining grace.
Again, I really don't know what to say right now. This blog was started on a whim. It will get better though. I promise.
I just really needed to start posting somewhere new and get it going to get my mind off of the loss of a SECOND blog.
I don't understand people sometimes.
Like, first of all, the guy I used to date who reads, BROKE UP WITH ME. It was not the other way around. So, why the FUCK would he get off on still reading my blog? It's so retarded. He's really young, so maybe that has something to do with it. Maybe I just don't think that way anymore. I don't know.
The other one, is seriously lonely or something. I'm not sure. Cos he's older. So, I guess age doesn't really have anything to do with it then, huh? It just has to do with the amount of retardedness and selfish prickishness that flows through your blood, I guess.
Well, that is all I have to write about for now.
Eventually, I'll have a profile.
Eventually, I will play with the colour scheme.
Eventually, I will be slightly more happy to be here.
Though, I am. I am really happy to be here, or I would not have created here.
It's just that I ADORED my old blog. It was a great big part of me. And I was beginning to really adore my second blog too. So, until I feel a bit more safe here, it may take me a bit to adore this one quite as much. Cos I have to get better at hiding my blog and being anon again. I guess the longer you blog, the more a part of your life it becomes, the more difficult that becomes.
But, that's alright. I'll figure it out.
Things will eventually fall into place how they are supposed to fall into place.
They always do.
And people eventually get what is coming to them when they are dickweeds. That is a given. I don't know one dickweed who hasn't had shit thrown back in his face. Not a one. Sometimes it takes a while, but shit gets thrown. The funny thing is when the shit continues to get thrown and they never, ever learn from it. I know a few dickweeds like that as well. Those dickweeds are actually pretty fucking funny dickweeds and all you can do is laugh.
I'm not sure what kind of dickweeds these two are. I haven't known either of them for all that long. Though, for their sake, let's all hope it's the former kind.
In fact, we'll give the younger one the benefit of the doubt and say he's Dickweed #1. And the older one, well....he's older, so he evidently hasn't learned much from his selfish behaviour, so we'll call him Dickweed #2.
Sounds pretty good to me.
Okay, now that that's all out of the way.....cos I guess it's good to admit right out exactly WHY this blog was born in the first place. It's like my little bastard blog. Ha.
But, the two dickweeds are not really much of a concern to me. I just don't want them reading my blog so that I can write about the things that go on in my life as I see fit to write about them WITHOUT being influenced by the fact that I have two pairs of unwanted prying eyes upon my words.
Cos I do have a lot of cool shit going on too, and I haven't been able to write about it and that has been hard for me. That's the stuff that's been taking up most of my time and thoughts.
So, I actually will not be writing much about the two Dickweeds after today.
And if one of the DW's find this blog....well, I'll try hiding better again next time.
But, it was necessary to get out the reasoning behind this blog's creation prior to actually beginning something here.
So, there ya go.
As I said, this wasn't all that well-planned....so this is all you're getting today.
Any and all insights into the matter, however, are truly appreciated. Especially if you have had experience with this before...on either end. Like if you're amongst the Dickweed types....how did that turn-out for you? I won't judge you. Feel free to vent here at Dirty Sweet. It is an open forum. Even for dickweeds.
Enjoy.
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